dark deep forests high
drowning grasping trembling sky
rough and bold as the trees
holding weight amoungst my knees
walking sideways upside down
crooked smiles turned around
i stepped up close
along the rope
gripped it tightly
it slipped like soap
along my hands it singed
through like paper
jolting fumes
piercing vapor
suddenly a breath of air
i caught
leaped to the ground
my corpse to rot.
blindfolded i walk to the edge
catchin the whispers of the thoughts in my head
wondering if this is really the easy way out
standing so briefly my lungs want to shout.
i think of the times when i was once praised
thrown up into the sun hidden in its rays
how fast time was spent here on earth
how funny it'd be die from my birth
but living so shortly made me do and doubt
of the people i'd meet the places
i'd go the memories i'd make.
so as i turn back away from the lifted up cliff
i take off my blindfold thats made my blood stiff
i throw all the thoughts that were in my head
away
knowing that all of them must stray
i can't hel
its hard to make those changes in life
ones that youve buried but then found with strife
changes that connect disillusioned
but content
marching through the shadows
blown away to repent
wallowing in distrust
milking tightly all the greed
pedals falling slowly
making way for a new seed
i wonder why its hard to get these feelings lost
these feelings are too bitter
need to be thrown or just be tossed
its hard to know whats been grown
pushed under these buttons
that have tenaciously been sewn
blow me oh precious wind
for the wind is all ive known...
being alone in a minds windy day
whispering words i thought you might say
rain pressing harder upon my brow
gnomes danced softly in the meadow and bow
i thought that for once i held you so near
i thought that for once you loved without fear
whirls of merri go rounds fill my head
in thoughts that i've captured you
by the things that i've said...
landing the world
on the tip
of my tongue
caressing your body
like the heat of the sun
wrapping your arms tight
around the vacant night of my soul
that searches your fingertips
for my heart to hold
whispering words to the
back of my neck
and sending shivers of pleasure
down
my
spine..
i'm gonna be the rays of the moonlight
holding your forever through an endless
night.
lurking into to jungle of madness,
stumbling through the valley of sadness,
seeing ur face engraved in the trees,
hearing ur voice in the buzz of the bees,
smelling your skin in the fresh early morning,
makes my skin crawl without any warning,
though all these feelings i've held close to my heart.
i'd rather be without them
we're better apart.
lurking into to jungle of madness,
stumbling through the valley of sadness,
seeing ur face engraved in the trees,
hearing ur voice in the buzz of the bees,
smelling your skin in the fresh early morning,
makes my skin crawl without any warning,
though all these feelings i've held close to my heart.
i'd rather be without them
we're better apart.
landing the world
on the tip
of my tongue
caressing your body
like the heat of the sun
wrapping your arms tight
around the vacant night of my soul
that searches your fingertips
for my heart to hold
whispering words to the
back of my neck
and sending shivers of pleasure
down
my
spine..
i'm gonna be the rays of the moonlight
holding your forever through an endless
night.
being alone in a minds windy day
whispering words i thought you might say
rain pressing harder upon my brow
gnomes danced softly in the meadow and bow
i thought that for once i held you so near
i thought that for once you loved without fear
whirls of merri go rounds fill my head
in thoughts that i've captured you
by the things that i've said...
its hard to make those changes in life
ones that youve buried but then found with strife
changes that connect disillusioned
but content
marching through the shadows
blown away to repent
wallowing in distrust
milking tightly all the greed
pedals falling slowly
making way for a new seed
i wonder why its hard to get these feelings lost
these feelings are too bitter
need to be thrown or just be tossed
its hard to know whats been grown
pushed under these buttons
that have tenaciously been sewn
blow me oh precious wind
for the wind is all ive known...
blindfolded i walk to the edge
catchin the whispers of the thoughts in my head
wondering if this is really the easy way out
standing so briefly my lungs want to shout.
i think of the times when i was once praised
thrown up into the sun hidden in its rays
how fast time was spent here on earth
how funny it'd be die from my birth
but living so shortly made me do and doubt
of the people i'd meet the places
i'd go the memories i'd make.
so as i turn back away from the lifted up cliff
i take off my blindfold thats made my blood stiff
i throw all the thoughts that were in my head
away
knowing that all of them must stray
i can't hel
dark deep forests high
drowning grasping trembling sky
rough and bold as the trees
holding weight amoungst my knees
walking sideways upside down
crooked smiles turned around
i stepped up close
along the rope
gripped it tightly
it slipped like soap
along my hands it singed
through like paper
jolting fumes
piercing vapor
suddenly a breath of air
i caught
leaped to the ground
my corpse to rot.
Current Residence: the valley Favourite genre of music: electronica Wallpaper of choice: any deviation Skin of choice: gorillaz Favourite cartoon character: alvin Personal Quote: quod me nutrit me destruit
finally adjusting to my solitude. spending countless hours online and think of my life..what has become what will i do. who will i meet where will i go.. and yes all in a winks eye so much changing. my daughter is growing more and more beautiful everytime i gaze at her while she sleeps by my side. i've met many interesting people this year and i'm greatful. my friend mowgli has become like a brother to me. one that i never had and its awesome to be able to burp spit and skateboard and not expect anything. i love my life..what ive created and i can conclude thats what matters..how well you spend things your insight. catching up with your heart
so i have 10 minutes to wait here and make myself look busy. i live in the vly right now. i'm excited to go home and work on my mural. which has taken me 2 hours already. the drawing part. i will post pics as soon as i get things to look alive. take it easy.
so far i've given up booze and fast food. its been going pretty well. i haven't gone out much unfortunately. just to the gym and spending a lot of time with my little sister.
life is good even if i owe money here and there. i couldn't ask to be in a better place.
now to decide on some sort of occupation with the arts. thinking of commercial advertisement. sounds like fun.
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